My baby died. :(
This past week has been a long painful miscarriage and I'm very sad to have lost my perfect little angel baby.
For the record, miscarriages are miserable.
I try to focus on the positive such as:
- Now I can ride on roller coasters again. Maybe I will go to Lagoon.
- I can eat whatever I want.
- I can get more schooling done before adding to our family.
- Myles can now take an internship this summer anywhere in America without having to work around out due date.
- We adopted a puppy.
His name is Joey.We are very excited to have a happy puppy in our home, although he can be naughty. He helps to cheer me up during the day, especially when Myles is gone. He can be a handful sometimes, but I know it's not much compared to what a baby will be like. We love him. :)
Also, our anniversary is coming up! The puppy is an anniversary present as well as a consolation to us. But how should we celebrate? I'm trying to convince Myles that we should go to Lagoon! Hopefully we will go. :)
